Apology...

I'd like to apologize for my harsh words about karma... My outburst, though I feel it's correct, didn't need to go onto the internet.

Friends

I'll start off by saying that I love my friends. Even those that don't know what's going on with my more intimate issues help me to forget. But I'd like to give a special shout-out to my bestie, who's gotten me through some hard times. You know who you are.

Karma?

Fuck karma. I've seen negative karma at work in my best friend's life.I understand how it can help someone understand how badly they screwed up, or how badly they've hurt someone. I can understand that. But where's this positive karma that's supposed to be its partner? I've had some shit happen in my life. I won't broadcast the specifics to the internet. That's not why I'm here. The point is that I've had a fucking hard life overall. Sure, I have some awesome friends. Some REALLY awesome friends. I even thought I had a good relationship going for a while, but then that got ripped away from me. And now, because I'm a good Samaritan, I try to take on the problems of everyone around me, and it's become too much... Bring good karma. Give it to my friend, at least, if you don't see fit to give it to me...

College Admissions Paper

Well, I finished that paper I was supposed to be writing the last time I was posting. It was a common paper for Juniors in our district, and it happens to be in the model of a college admissions paper. It seems like it's just - what's the phrasing I'm looking for? - schmoozing, talking big about yourself. All in all, it kinda seems, I dunno, sleezy, for lack of a better word. I dunno... We'll see if I even wrote it correctly.

School

Well, first of all, I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now, but I'll get to that in a bit. I think it's kind of hilarious that I can even access a blogspot.com domain, let alone edit and post to them, at school. So maybe I'll blog from school once in a while when I'm bored and have access to a computer. I think I'll try to write my paper now, so I don't pull another late night...

Edit: Screw that... To Memebase!

Edit 2: Some people have no idea how to surf the internet inconspicuously...

I'm Back

Heyo, world, I'm back and blogging. I'll be here talking about random stuff again, but keep in mind that my opinions have changed since I've started. You should also check out my new poetry collective, Whale Riders Poetry at whaleriderspoetry.blogspot.com.