Karma?

Fuck karma. I've seen negative karma at work in my best friend's life.I understand how it can help someone understand how badly they screwed up, or how badly they've hurt someone. I can understand that. But where's this positive karma that's supposed to be its partner? I've had some shit happen in my life. I won't broadcast the specifics to the internet. That's not why I'm here. The point is that I've had a fucking hard life overall. Sure, I have some awesome friends. Some REALLY awesome friends. I even thought I had a good relationship going for a while, but then that got ripped away from me. And now, because I'm a good Samaritan, I try to take on the problems of everyone around me, and it's become too much... Bring good karma. Give it to my friend, at least, if you don't see fit to give it to me...